A Thought of a Melancholy Heart
And when I looked into the abyss It’s there that my mind is at peace And through its deep hole of nothingness It’s where my heart truly aches My pain mirrors a smile The laughter echoes a cry The dance hides a brokenheart of a spirit wanting to die I live outside of you, I live within me Sometimes, I wanted to be inside, it's where I am free I often wonder who holds the more strength – Is it the one who continues living but is dying inside, Or is it the one who has the strength to end his life? I am religious and it’s the only thing that keeps me from cutting the rope God is my refuge and strength but I don’t know until when I can hold